Somedays, sometimes I need time to myself. Sometimes I need someone to talk to. How do you know which one to pick? You don’t.

I hate how things are changing like this. I knew friends come and go, but not you. Out of the 2 people who have been my best friends, I didn’t think you would ever go. I really need you, do you know that? And the only reason you left me is because I’m not your religon. You say that you are so peaceful, and I agree that you are, but I don’t know why you can’t tolerate me because of my difference? Why do you always have to hang out with your church group now? I don’t even feel comfortable going up to you when you are with them, because I always know the conversation you will have with your friends will be something I can not relate to. We have been the two friends who are so peaceful and hippie and recycley, but I didn’t think you’d leave me for them. You haven’t even known them for so long. I’m not jealous; I just thought you wouldn’t leave me when I needed you the most.